(((((((((((((((((((((((((((darkpurplesecrets)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry you are hurting this much. I know for me that memories sometimes are not verbalized inside but emotions and pictuers. It can be so hard to explain to someone who has never experienced this.

It is a hard decision whether it is important for you to tell someone what happened. Sometimes someone safe helps to work through things. It can be so hard to do alone.

Know I am here and have many hugs for you. And understand how terrible things can feel.

BB