Triggering---read if in a good space---------------------take care

of self first----------------but could use a hug at least--------

I do not know who I am today. Running in and out of my mind. Round and round--sometimes getting faster and faster, and sometimes getting to a place I think it will never stop.

Others come out and take over and I am no longer here. I just disappear. Where do I go?? Who comes?? Changes--it feels so scary.

I do not want to go on today. Everything is pushing in on me today and I am running inside to try to get away to somewhere. Please hold me up or at least walk beside me.

I will do the work, I just do not want to be alone. It is so scary. Please do not leave me here alone.

darkpurplesecrets