I'm not managing. I still have the shakes today and the clinching of the teeth. I hate that more then anything. Just makes my whole face just hurt so much. I'm trying not to take anything, because I'm just so confused I can't remember if I took any or not. I tired writing it down, but I got confused doing that. I don't know if everything is just hitting all at once or what. I have T again on friday to continue to work with my suicidal alter and then I have to see my mother this week-end. Plus I'm under a lot of stress at work. They think at work by putting me incharge of planning the enterainment at our training next month will help with my depression. It's just adding more stress. I took one of the other ladies with me today to help me shop. I don't know how I can tell them, I don't go into stores alone. I can't go into a store myself without having a panic attack which triggers my switching. I'm sorry I'm just having a bad day.