I will add, that underneath these feelings of wanting to protect my family, lay feelings of resentment and a certain amount of anger that I have too also, and it was only when I allowed myself these feelings yesterday ALSO, that I found a more peaceful place and it was like the fight inside stopped. Isn't odd how we have to be able to access all feelings to find peace?
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Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you're alive, it isn't. ~Richard Bach
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