I FOUND OUT 6 MONTHS AGO THAT I WAS DID. WHILE I WAS VISITING HOME ONE OF MY PERSONALITIES CAME OUT. MY FAMILY DIDN'T KNOW UNTIL THIS HAPPENED. MY MOM TOLD ME I WAS TELLING A LIE AND MY SISTER AND DAD WON'T TALK TO ME. WHEN I WAS YOUNGER A COUNSELOR GAVE ME A PSYCOLOGICAL TEST. WHEN SHE LOOKED AT IT SHE TOLD ME THAT I COULDN'T BE THAT SICK. SO SHE MADE ME TAKE IT OVER AND I LIED ON IT. YEAR LATER THEY GAVE ME ANOTHER ONE AND ONCE AGAIN I WAS TOLD I COULDN'T BE THAT SICK. SO ONCE AGAIN I LIED. MY MOM HAS TOLD ME SHE HAS NEVER SEEN ANYTHING IN ME TO SUGGEST THAT I SUFFERED FROM DID. SHE WOULDN'T KNOW BECAUSE GROWING UP SHE WAS INTO MY SISTER AND HER PROBLEMS. I HAD PEOPLE TELL ME IN HIGH SCHOOL THAT I WOULD SAY THAT I WAS SOMEONE OTHER THAN MYSELF. AS TIME WENT ON I FOUND NOTES LEFT FOR ME FROM MY PERSONALITIES. I GUESS WHAT I AM TRYING TO ASK IS HOW DO I LIVE WITH MY FAMILY WHO DOESN'T WANT TO FACE THE TRUTH AND AM I ALONE. I WOULD APPRECIATE ANY ADVICE .
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 WHATEVER HAPPENED IN THE PAST AND HOW HURT WE WERE, WE ARE ALWAYS AND FOREVER STRONGER THAN WE KNOW. WE'VE OVERCOME A GREAT DEAL AND SOMETIMES DON'T EVEN SEE IT. BUT WE HAVE. NO MATTER WHAT, REMEMBER ALWAYS , YOU MATTER!
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