<font color="green"> this is the first time that my younger sister will be going to school/college and i won't be. she talks about it with my parents, studying and grades and stuff. i mean, wtf! i can't stand listening to it all the time. it just feels like a slap in the face. it only reiterrates the fact that i can't do the whole college thing anymore. my sister is three years younger than me and she's going to graduate college before i do. i just wanna curl up on my bed and not wake up. i hate dealing with all this crap. i feel like a seven year-old who can't do anything. can anyone help??? </font>