Darkpurplesecrets:

I am listening and I DO care. I believe you even before you say it.

No, I don't know what happened that night, but I know it IS important because it changed your life in a terrible way that should not have ever happened. It MATTERS because the pain is still holding you back from having a joyful life. It matters because you did not deserve what happened to you and because all betrayals ARE EVIL.

My words can only guesstimate at your situation because you are not revealing the true terrible facts - but it reminds me of things I suffered and how horrible I felt and how it shattered my life, my heart, my hope.

I get SO frustrated sometimes wanting words that MATCH how bad it was and they all come so very short of that - they seem so feeble and puny and can never express the holocaust that I went through.

I offer you butterfly hugs - they land so lightly around your shoulders and they never make you feel bad, they just whisper you are loved and someone does care. Please take as many of my butterfly hugs as you want. cover yourself with their bright, gentle touch.

This may not be the best time to say this, but you do have a very expressive way of writing and someday I could see you getting to do other things with it - things that express beauty and joy again - someday.

You've been here longer than I have. Keep coming back and let the kind people here be there with you - until the pain eases off again and you can take a deep breath in. Beauty will come back...

Leslie and the Pixies

pixees soree yu feel soo bad. do yu have teddy bear? any loveee? i wish yu better soon. bye bye, darkpurplesecrets, i yur freend toda.