(((((((((BB)))))))))))))))) You are so SWEET!

I'm ... alive.

I haven't done much. Mostly sleeping, which is how I (ineffectively and stupidly) deal with stress and anxiety. Really bad, but I can't seem to help it. I'm not dealing with stress the best.

Tomorrow/today I'm saying hello/goodbye to a friend I haven't seen in a year. Then he's gone for ANOTHER year ... and I won't see him until after that (maybe). I love him, so this is probably going to hurt a lot.

Beyond that... did I mention I don't deal well with stress?

Trying to take care of myself. Forgetting to eat sometimes. Forgetting to take my ADs once or twice. Forgetting all the things I *should* be doing, and aren't.

But I'm still alive. Just need to survive until about September 2nd. Which seems like forever away.

Oh well, at least I'm not resorting to bad coping mechanisms (minus the sleeping and erratic eating).