(((((((((((((((((((Roz))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

All circumstances have to come into consideration right? If they do read what you have been through, maybe they'll understand .... you were a victim of abuse ...... i dont know your whole story, feel free to talk to me anytime .... YOU have nothing to feel ashamed about, it was your abusers ..... don't know if this helps, but my kids understand the things i have done in the past, some bad, are a result of what has happened in my past ..... (when i was a teen)

love you, wish i dould make everything alright for you my friend ..... hugs, Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxoxo