one doc defers to the next to the next to the next.

around i go

i have so many medical issues i feel like a medical textbook

i don't know what is wrong over the past few days but i feel so tired again. Chronic bad mood, fatigue and inability to make any sort of decision... i just put on like 5 different outfits to go out.. can't figure out what to wear.. it's not like i am going anywhere important. i can't decide on anything, big decision or small. My head feels all foggy.

One doc thinks i have fibro, one thinks maybe/maybe not.. even though i have 11/18, which is the dx for fibro.

my pdoc keeps saying i must have lupus bc of all the other issues.. but my RNA test was negative. He says that can happen and still have lupus. That scares me.

i do have ehlers danlos III (sometimes known as the extreme end of hypermobility syndrome). It causes no end of grief. It has lead to crippling back issues among other things. i've had three tumors for god sake.

i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired

sorry for the self pity. i feel like wallowing today. i can't always put on the brave face and march ahead.I'll shut up now.