Thanks for the advice. You and everyone has been so kind. I know what you're talking about when you say that your alters sabotages. I have one alter and she is one more thing. She has gotten me into trouble and she is very loud and clear. She lets everyone know what she thinks and she isn't shy about it. She is the one who sabotages.

I am dealing with my DID and I realize that my family isn't going to come around. I know that when I was a teenager and we went to couselin, which was for my Mom, the counselor always sided with my parents. She didn't help me what so ever. And through the years my Mom has told me she wasn't going to feel guilty about me getting sexually abused.

I have also come to the conculsion that I am not going to let my family put me down anymore. If they start talking to me about it, I'm just going to tell them that I am not at liberty to talk about it. Because I know if it starts then a fight is going to start and that's when my alter who is my protecter comes out. And it's not a good thing because she is so mean. I am glad that my husband is standing by me and that means alot!