The cop I mentioned before who likes me--he's trying harder to get me over to his place. I don't know whether to LMAO or be scared. He seriously wants to get me in bed!! He's getting more bold. And if he'd try anything, I know how I'll react. I wouldn't. I'll freeze up and let him do whatever he wants. That's my PTSD. I like ok as a cop and maybe a friend, but I'm not interested in more than that. I'm afraid to say anything. Another characteristic because of my past. I already tipped off a couple of people to hang out near me if this particular cop comes around by us because I know he's uncomfortable saying much to me in front of others, so I know that I at least won't be subject to much sexual innuendo and comments. He really, REALLY wants me over to his place! I don't know what to do!
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My life and being formerly homeless
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