I can't get my old highschool teacher out of my head. it's been almost two years since I've left highschool and I now have a wonderful bf whom I'm very much in love with. Even though I'm in love with him, I still can't get over my crush on my science teacher. I was obsessed with him in highschool and I dunno he was almost like a father figure. I wanted to be like him. In highschool I had a break down in grade ten because I had so many family problems and friend problems. I had no one to turn to. I wrote my teacher an email because I felt I could talk to him even though hhardly knw me personally. When he got my second email he pulled me out of math class and took me to his science class to talk to me. He said I had changed a lot since grade eight and that I was not the same confident girl he once knew. I told him I was depressed and upset. I said I fellt like I hadn't accomplished anything and tht I wasn't meeting my full potential. I was an a and b student. but I wanted to win awards and be something I guess. When I got home that same day my mom told me he had called her. From that moment on I've been insecure about my feelings and I think I'm weird. I've always had crushes on teachers even in elementary school. It's not like my father abused me. I guess becuase my dad is so quiet and lets my mom take charge is that I'm trying to find man in my life who can take charge....I dunno...does anyone know why I feel these things?