I think that's a good reason to be in therapy Psychologists often help people -successful people- feel that way. Maybe you're misjudging yourself in that you are " a major loser" and just maybe all those "other patients" who you deem very influential, also needed your T's support to be that way? Don't worry about the others, know that your T is there to help you become the best you can be!

The anxiety you experience is pretty normal, btw. Sometimes it takes a while to feel comfortable coming and going. I'm glad you get to go at the end of the day!

TC