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My friend... people lie. It's normal. It happens because we get scared of the consequences of my actions. I've lied to medical professionals before. I'm not proud of it, but sometimes ... I just don't feel good telling the truth, I get scared!
I don't think you'll wind up in hospital. But you may get some help that you need to deal with things right now - and that's perfectly okay and alright. You deserve help.
I think Muffy gave some good advice. Or even just take this post here, and explain it to her that way. I doubt you're the first client she's had to regret something they've said before!