Welcome Melmac,

Glad you feel you can ask questions. We will be glad to help in any way we can. I too have DID so can relate to what you say.

I think kd may have the answer. It may be that whatever is happening is leaving you flat. It may be that right now "feeling" much of anything would be too much. Does that make sense.

The others are right too, that at the same time, a part is caring that you are feeling the way you are.

I hope something I said here makes sense.

Well...welcome to the forum. Pm me if you need or just want to talk. Looking forward to seeing more of you.

Take care.

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