I am still here awaiting for them to let me go, I am waiting for my Pdoc and therapist here to sign off, in the meantime my therapist is here with me, and is letting me use my laptop. I will be leaving here in the next few hours. I feel a little better, just alot open wounds that need to heal i guess. They have me on new meds i hope i can keep myself on these, we will see i guess. hope everyone is okay. im going to need some support to get thru the next few weeks of rough emotional therapy. i really need to open up about some things so i can let them heal. i have a very low self esteem right now so bear with me please - i feel im not good enough for anything but i hope that changes soon.
im sorry for always being the down one around here, i have been in a downward spiral for a while now, these new meds make me dizzy and nauseas and i can not stop moving my legs at times, but i have to wait it out for the next week or two- i will now have to see my therapist at least twice a week for the next few weeks- just wanted to update you all -