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xylia said:
I had an arguement with my grandma, and

I feel guilty and hurt now.

I wasn't angry, just feeling confused.

I'm reminded of when my parents used to call me fat and lazy and stupid. Told me I'd never get anywhere in life. Of the time when they threw me out. The way they always seemed angry with me. The way they took my secrets and made them public. Being ostracized and shunned by other children.

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Hi xylia, do you think that you wanted to cut because you felt guilty and hurt and didn't know how to deal with that except by cutting?

Sometimes a person won't "allow" themselves to feel angry but they are and they just keep it pushed down? Do you think that you might do that?

I am sorry about what happened to you in the past. That sounds very painful.....