I feel so horrible, I make my mom sound like this mean and horrible person, she isn't a bad person, I love my mom and here I am making her sound like this horrible person. She just has her faults, I'm getting all parinoid now, maybe I should delete this post, what if she was to somehow find it or see it, not like she gets on the computer or on the internet but I feel sick I am a bad person.........
But I see Sannah, I see now, I've always kinda of thought that but actually putting it down is hard...I don't know what to do.. I just feel like curling up in a ball and crying... I feel sick to my stomache