My parents always taught me not to talk of family problems outside of the family, it's been ingrained in me since I was really little. I always feel guilty if I talk about things that include family to well just to actually talk about them makes me feel guilty, the past and other's behavior is rarely discussed.......
Am I warped for feeling so guilty?? I don't know I'm just in a bad place, everything is changing around me and I'm the only thing that is staying the same, that little outburst by my mom was just the thing to send me over the edge, I have to pull myself together....
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