Yeah thearpy is going to be hard, I'm thinking about taking my most recent journal and letting her read it, sometimes I have a big problem with actually talking bout my emotions but I never have a problem writing about them...

I guess I just feel stuck, almost all my friends are gone now, they moved into dorms yesterday, the thearpy is a change, new car, new responsiblities, work is changing, I just don't deal well with change, never have I'm a stubbron old mule and I like my routine. I know I'll feel better when my classes at the community college start and I get myself set into a routine. I don't think I'm changing...at least not yet, I hope i change, I don't want to be like this the rest of my life....