{{{{{{{{{{{{JANUARY}}}}}}}}}}}} I have slowed down a bit here . Cant seem to stay away from you guys for too long though. But I have slowed down in my postings and in chat. I cant say its helped alot , but maybe a little bit.Seems like i just dont know what to do anymore. I feel so wishy washy about stuff. And I feel somewhat reluctant to show any feelings i do have for fear of being called on it again. Just trying to hang on right now. Thanks for your kindness and support and laughs Jan.

Hugz~
Bethy