You... all... know.. what you did to me... your.. legacy...

mom... dad... and.. peodphile.. you.. yes.. you my ex-husband...

a span... of so many years....

mom... you taught me.. that eating.. 600 calories was "normal"... Dad.. you taught my body horrific burning pain.... my pedophile.. you taught me to hate.. hate my body... because I grew.. "too adult" for you.. though at the time... you called me "fat"... 5'5" 112Lbs.. fat...

and you.. my ex-husband... "loved my body".. before we married.. and then said.. how very much you hated large breasts.... and... you liked... your women.. "childlike".. in appearance... a stick figure.. and me.. curvy... not overweight... just curvy...

I hate you all... every single one of you.... for.. this legacy.... absoultely... completely.. hate you...

You took.. my childhood... my teenage hood.. and my young adult hood..

and.. it still.... continues on....

does.. it never end??

No.. of course it doesn't.....

sadness... pervails... my system...