After much soul seaching... I have decided.. to take a hiatus from volunteer work.. for a year... Sept 1.. to Sept 1....

This is a huge.. major change in my life... I have volunteered.. since I was a teenage...

This.. change.. is as great as.. getting married.. or getting divorced.. or selling a home.. or going off to college..

It scares me.. a great deal..

Because.. then it will be "just me".... battling.. my ED... putting all of my energy... all of my effort.. to kick... this horrible illness...

Perhaps... you all.. will not understand.. how important... my volunteer work.. is.. I do not know..

I do know.. I am going to get better... period...and.. will do anything.. to get there...

peace, love.. and happiness.. to all... freewill