Kipper55,

Welcome to Psych Central. I'm sorry things are so tough right now. I wish you had more support out there, but maybe you can draw on support in here instead.

You know, I notice that you are articulate and able to describe things well. This tells me you are bright and creative. You have managed to get along for quite a while without all the help you may wish for. I'm saying this to tell you that you don't need to be all afraid you will suddenly fail now. You have resources inside that will help you do your best. That is one of the neat things about us dissociative people, we have some great resources inside of us and with some encouragement I bet you will be able to help yourself get through this school year.

I'm sorry things seem so strange right now. When you can calm down some that will probably diminish for you. It has been a long while since I went through a period of that - so know it can come and go too. Keep coming here and get to know folks, I bet it will help some. Hugs,

Leslieann and Pixies