((((raceka))) Please don't doubt your T's efforts and caring for you. It's the subject that you are covering that makes you feel T is acting differently. I'm sure he was giving you comfort, but you were unable to accept it, maybe because you were numbing in reaction to the trauma memories? T needs to help you begin to feel, thus the questions. It really doesn't matter whether you are angry or not, but that you begin to feel something about those events and times.
Don't doubt your T, he's there for you.