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it's easy to feel guilty, part of the depression .... you love your kids, they are loved and cared for .... that's the most important thing .... you are not a failure .... you do your best, we all do our best ...... we all have the same fears when we are ill and have children .... love is the most important thing .... hugs and love to you and yours ..... Jinny xoxoxoxox