Welcome TPDI,

I am sorry to hear of all this abuse you've been going through.

A couple quick questions: <ul type="square">[*] are you living away from your parents now?[*]are you currently in therapy? ----you said that you do not know who to talk with regarding these abuse issues so I am guessing you are not yet in therapy but please do let us know[*]are you currently living in an abusive relationship?[*]are you currently in school? or have you graduated (long ago?) and are now a part of the working world?[/list]I ask these questions hoping your answers will let us know a bit more in how to assist you in finding different ways of getting help for this.

You are not alone in this. Being confused about such things is very common. I am glad you found your way here. Take care and thank you for posting this about yourself. Reaching out is the first step in finding your healing path. Good job!