Thank-you.

I had another appointment today with my T and I tried to impart to her how serious and painful this felt for me, and I finally felt, that in some way, I got the point across. In the end, we disagreed, because I look at it as abuse, but she looks at it as me taking things that were said the wrong way. I'm fine with that, because I least I feel the MY feelings got validated a little bit.

I feel like it's my fault. If I wasn't so stupid and always took things the wrong way and was just more perfect, then maybe I would have been more loved.

I'm still pretty down and hurt right now, remebering this stuff.