I got my one month chip tonight.

I'm only 28 days in, but I'll be too busy to find a meeting on Wednesday.

So I got the chip tonight.

I dunno. I didn't want to be there tonight (many different things) ... but I went anyways.

I feel weird. Like I don't belong. I'm not sure about much right now. Not that it really matters. I'm breaking the "rules" of AA. I'm not attending meetings for the next two weeks. I'll either be living with my family, or really freaking busy... I just don't have time.

So I'm not going. I figure I can manage on my own. Not that the meetings aren't great... but I need to find people my own age. Preferably people who won't constantly tell me stuff I already know, or stuff that doesn't sound patronizing and know-it-all(ish). *sigh*

But it was nice to get another chip.