I am not in crisis....If I were I don't think I would be online discussing it. But, I do feel like %#@&#! and I am afraid to talk with people who know me because they act weird when I am not feeling well in my head.
I want to shut the world out and just be by myself...yet that doesn't seem like an option either.
I am afraid of my feelings. Sometimes they are so strong. I get so anxious that I can't breath.
I think I am just realizing I really do hate myself...and aint nothing I can do about that right now.