That the world is not as I thought it to be, and that Its not just me that needs to change. That I am not the worse person on this earth and that I have courage in a less obvious way then what I thought courage to be. I've learnt that people will be who they are and its down to me to decide what I want to do with my life. I have learnt that we as humans all have the same needs and desires but we go about them in different ways and we travel this world in different ways and thats ok. I use to believe there was a fixed model of what a good humanbeing should be like, now I know thats not true.