Mike, if you feel that way, then it is time to go to the hospital and tell them of the feelings you have. You need help. I reached that moment a couple of times in life and one time lead to suicidal thoughts. the second time I felt this way I immediately told emergency room staff that I was near emotional breakdown and the counselling service were great! The hospital chaplain was teh first to talk to me and, though I am not spiritual in my life practices, he was a great help. I found that the chaplain did more for me to break the anxiety I felt. Consider this as another option instead of police. Chaplains have a great ear for listening.