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((((((Sannah))))))) I am trying to work on the causes, but I'm having a hard time getting to them, having an awful time staying present in therapy.
(((((((bchlyn))))))) I have to agree with feeling less guilty about taking the Xanax than cutting. I guess I feel guilty for having to take the Xanax in the first place. Sometimes I feel like if i cut then I could go on with my day, but the Xanax knocks me out so the day is usually shot. But, I know, "everyone" says that the xanax is so much better than cutting.

Thanks for the replies, and take care!