I've been looking for a new job for months now. This was before I started to not really like my current job anymore. I've been doing it because I graduated college and need a full time job. However, it feels almost impossible. I know, the economy is bad, and jobs are scarce right now, but I just feel like I'm not good enough to do anything worthwhile. I got out of college with the dream to work in television or radio, and have been hopeful up until recently. I'm to the point where I feel like I'm wasting my time sending my resume out, and I thought I knew what I wanted to do with the rest of my life, but now I'm not sure.

What makes matters worse is my family. Apparently, I'm a loser because I have not found a full time job yet. Seriously, they all act like I should have landed something by now, which I do agree, but it seems impossible. I've even asked my dad and one of my sisters what they think I would be good at doing full time, since I am very inconfident in my ability, and their answers were that they don't know because they think I wouldn't even be able to handle working as a cashier in a supermarket. Nice, huh? So what does that leave me? Pumping gas? Staying where I work now? I am definitely too educated to keep this up. I just wish this was one of those situations where I have to keep proving everyone wrong, because I have been doing that my entire life about practically everything.