I'm trying to to sit in my room which is now very clean with my new digital cable... playing with new toy.... trying to relax but its mainly so I don't get into trouble. My brain has gone haywire again. Too many thoughts, and the ones that DO make some sense aren't connected very well. I can't tell if I need a nap or not. I managed to refill my scripts today. Then I got a jury duty summons in the mail today! Its for Sept 2nd and that's the day before I start school and it could go on for days. I can't go. But need a good excuse so they say. At the moment, I couldn't do anybody's jury duty, but that's not always true. Could my pdoc write me an excuse like "brain gone bad today"? Lol seriously! That's how I feel. I feel like any second I COULD go completely manic and psychotic. I am feel uncontrolable thoughts and moving around the last two days and just want to watch tv and everything is so bright and colorful and tasty or nasty.... My BF made me smell some corn relish he had and I said it smelled nasty and then he made me taste it and I made a gross face and spit it out and he got mad at me for "overreacting"! I told him it smelled gross, I didn't want it, and he had me take some then he was surprised I hated it?!?!?! Anybody out there?!?!?!?!