awww honey... i am so sorry it was so hard, but so happy T was so safe and solid.. and so PROUD of you for pushing through the tough stuff.
i think maybe i am a wimp. Who knew?
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BUT. There are things I can't tell him, words I can't say. It doesn't have to do with him not being safe....it has to do with the level of fear/pain/disgust within myself around those words.
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This i think is it for me maybe... he seems almost too good for me in a way. You're right.. i think i feel so bad about myself.
i will write this out and read read read read it... T is safe, T is safe, T is safe, T is safe.
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