Wish I could be there just to be there for you. These are very hard times - the tests, the waiting, then the diagnosis. Know that folks here really do care and listen. Sounds so blah... but keep up with the daily routines as much as you can stand... sometimes the same-o, same-o... helps to think about something else even if your heart and mind just isn't into it and it seems so empty.
Remember, you are not alone.