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So, since you are doing such a great job of getting things done in this state, I wonder if you can accept it, trust that your system knows what it's doing, and know that things will settle back down when you have less on your plate? It seems like fighting it/worrying about it might make it worse...or more stressful anyhow.

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Wow - i remember saying that exact same thing to someone once.... thanks for the reminder. Yeah - I no like this! I lost 3 hours today. Usually i don't do this.... (at least i think - would i even know?) but today i know the last time i was aware of was 2pm... and then the next thing, it was 5:20 and i'd forgotten to take a med. I do feel totally unreal and floating. The only thing I am really aware of is the constant abdominal pain. Everything else is non-exstant... and even the pain is muted. I keep forgetting to take advil. I really want chocolate and even that seems to be gone. Alas. Thanks for the post!!! My mind ran off again, so i had best try to go after it.