Well I sure hope if as the time happens >> and We hold hands >> I will >> SURE as heck cry ,, and It will not be >> to me >> Weak ... It will be ,, a hole that is so scared and empty ... that The healing will bring tears to my eyes Roz .

So ,, at that moment I will not take pics >> gotta keep rep intact >.

And I would be sorely amiss if I did not Also Thank that Cool young one that also >> I had to be careful of letting get to much of my pain on them >>. Then found she was awesome .. and for so young .. so able to help and let me vent .

You know who I mean Roz , Your Friend too ... Selfy .
I wish I actually could make words find a way to describe the ........ Ya see ,, I not even able to say Thank You >> for I feel that does not suffice the way I really feel .

But Thank You Roz >> and I will let Selfy know to look here >> Maybe she can help ya to know >> Crying is not weakness >> only an outward sign of emotion that has been bottled up . >.