Well DayZee " Sometimes you feel like a Nut, Sometimes you don't" Today I'm the Princess Nutz.
I've tired journaling several, several times. It gets to be too much. Because we were always very slow in school. ( At 16 we had a 3rd grade reading level but was doing college level math go figure) We have a hard time writing and reading. I think it frustrates some of my pieces and they refuse to write in the journal. T has asked them many times to keep a journal, and maybe draw pictures instead. But they haven't yet. The paper and crayons are there. I've had what I thought was good communication in the past. But now since I've started working with my new T (well I've been seeing him for almost 3 years now, will be 3 in July) We are doing a lot more work. My last T who dx'ed me, we didn't go into much. We were just trying to get me through college after being dx'ed. And we got communication started with several of my main alters. One's that are out more often. But since I've really started working in T I'm working with another group of alters ( the ones who live in the darkness) I don't have much communication at all with them. I try and leave notes and have check list of things to do. ( Like making sure we eat, they have to check it off if they eat). My T try's to remind me if we are safe then it's OK for them to be out. And I know that the body wasn't hurt, so I just need to give them a break I guess. Ok I had a bunch of stuff in my head when I started this that I wanted to say and it's all gone now. Brain went blank. But I just want to thank everyone for being here. I get really lonely a lot. So it's just nice to see everyone posting. Don't feel as alone then. Take Care everyone, Monty