I just feel that they dont get me. I thought at one time they did. My husband of 15 years told me 5 months ago that he wanted a divorce that i abuse him because of the bipolar and i dont trust him (i do. just cant get past the letting him go out part) and i dont know why. were working on it. but i was having such a hard time turning forty and i thought my husband would at least buy a card. he took me out on sunday. But i was hoping on the actual day for a card (am i expecting too much here?) I paid for my birthday lunch on sunday technically.....and all my friends forgot. They are holding me accountable for not being around (while working on my marriage) and that just sucks.

the only card I got was from a co-worker who has known me for exactly TWO WEEKS!

my own flesh and blood - not even a kiss my butt email

me

ps. thanks for responding. i havent been around here much lately. feeling as if im ticking off you guys too