(((((Griffe))))
It is hard to unlearn things, espically when things are taught and taught at a young age. As children are brains are so sensitive and when something is taught to us over and over again the thing we learned is hard to well unlearn.
Please be gentle with yourself Griffe, it takes a while to unlearn things,
Do you have a T to help you with this??
I hope this makes sense, rember I am always here for you if you want to talk.

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