((((((((Sky)))))))

i was talking about being left with amnesia after an attack when i was 11 yrs old.

it took 16 years for little bits of memory to start coming back and i still only have little bits....and i also have ongoing memory problems coz head damage was done.

that means when i see my kids for contact day i have to be told which is which...when my sis comes to visit she has to tell me it's her....

that is what i am grieving for....that all of that can never be changed beyond a point coz head damage is head damage ya know?

TY SO MUCH for your kind words though, it does help the healing (and acceptance of what can or cannot get better for me) much easier ty.