(((((((((((((((((((((((KD)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

thankyou and ..... i'm sorry i was bad last night...... no excuse and i didn't mean to hurt anyone ....... i just get scared and lash out ya know? i dont think anyone's ever understood me really, i wish you could be in my head and know i dont mean any harm ..... right now i feel like giving up because i've failed at everything and i'm failing at getting well ... it seems.

i dont deserve any of you ..... i'm so sorry Jx