earthmama..

Sorry, just got on..I know you don't want to hear excuses but sometimes folks are away from their computer or are busy on something else or simply don't know what to say...

But your right,,if your "needing" a reply,,it is hard waiting for one...

Try concentraing on what is stopping you rather that the building compulsion to act upon it... There is a positive strength there..

You know the shame you will feel even while you SI...and it will feed the need to do it again...

But the strength to push past the pain your feeling will also feed the future strength to resist..

I hope you find some peace in resisting...it is a wonderful result...

We are here,,even when it seems we're not...

Lenny