Wow thats great then. You seem to have a lot of self control and the ability not to take things personally then. Not a common trait among the mentally ill I know if i felt this was connected to me id probably say things id really regret and in the process of "standing up for myself" alienate myself even more. Maybe i should have used an example that you were more sensitive to but alas i dont know you very well so im afraid id choose the exact wrong one.