(((((earthmama)))))
I don't have any wise words. I'm sorry. I was feeling the same way last night and didn't do it. I'm trying to figure out why I didn't but I can't come up with any words to explain it -- sometimes it seems so random - why sometimes I do and sometimes I don't. Like there is no rhyme or reason.
Try to get busy if you can....doing something with your hands like sewing, coloring, painting, gardening, cooking. Maybe that will help. You can do this.
sending lots of
kt