Hi, I'm not so sure that he's not in this forum or in pc somewhere and just don't want to risk him reading about it. Sounds silly I know, just not ready to go there just yet. I really do appreciate everyone's patience with me. I've taken to heart all the posts I've read and they've really given me stuff to think about - stuff I didn't even realize... thank you. I'm definitely checking in every day when I can. I also know that this isn't just "his problem", it's a family thing and we've all got something we need to work on. He is such a neat, neat kid! He's thoughtful, funny as all get out, very good with his writings, a fantastic artist and sweet too. Both he and his father are guys with extremes - either one side or the other. Any way, I love my son and yes, I've told him all of the above but he doesn't believe it. Others have seen it in him too, but he has a hard time believing he's a person of value - regardless of what's going on. Growing up is so hard to do, I'm not so sure I'm even finished growing up yet! My body may show signs of age, but my heart will forever be young.
Thanks again,
Einna