((((( Griffe )))))

When you saw the doctor about your eye where they able to tell you anything. Did a doctor even look at your eye?

Why is it Doctors priorities and ours never seem to match?

I'm sure about now you have been through so much that you are convinced you have to caught my the meat grinder, thoroughly ground and spit out at the other end.

As a frog of little brain, I should not speak to these things but I think you are being too hard on yourself. Granted right now you don't feel like the pillar of strength you want to be.

You do have an inner strength. Just give yourself permission to heal first.